Disappointment

I am going to explain this in an analogy form the best that I can -

You know if you have a friend that has the exact same purse that you used to have and lost - and then you see that friend out of the blue with that purse and you didn't expect it - and then you wonder where she got it, or where was she coming from, what was she doing - and then your brain goes haywire about all the possibilities and then you have to yell at yourself to STOP!!!!

Basically that is why I am disappointed in myself today.